Monday, December 3, 2012

" Evolving from the Law of atrraction to the Law of Emergence"
I have always struggled wondering why so many people still struggle. They purchase wealth building materials, and yet are still not seeing results of abundance in their own lives months and even years later. The law of attraction is real, just as real as the law of gravity. We do create our own reality, whether good or bad.
I had an "AHA" moment yesterday that I have probably been working on for awhile. My son and sis started it awhile back and listening to a wonderful speaker yesterday helped put it into perspective for me.
I knew in my heart we are already perfect, and yet many are struggling to emerge. I keep hearing from so many gurus, you must attract what you are lacking. Just do all the basics..dream, meditate, concentrate on what you want 12 times a day...FOCUS!!! We do...We do...and We do...and yet nothing..That was a struggle for me. If we are attracting, what is it that stops so many wonderfully creative people from creating?
We came here to journey until we have learned what it is we signed up for. To find our true "soul" self. We all have a destiny and we are creating it each second of the day, with each thought we entertain. Instead of thinking we are lacking something and need to learn the "Law of Attraction" to get that which we lack to come to us, a small shift in perspective allows one to see the forest beyond the trees. We don't lack anything. We are already created perfect. We are everything we could ever imagine. We have everything we could imagine. We are!!! Cause and effect doesn't really exist. Lets look at it another way... We are a spirits in a 3-D body still trying to emerge and find our full potential. The trials we face can become a wonderful tool to work with as we emerge. Stop thinking you lack anything and begin knowing "you are perfect" and using what I call the "hardship hammer" to your benefit. What I mean by this is, when conflict arises we get cracked open a little more.This lets our true selves emerge even more and we can work through and confront those fears, doubts, ect head on and finally release them and the power we have naturally gets stronger and stronger. The bible says "And which of you with taking thought can add to his stature one cubit?" Which means we are already perfect. An oak tree is a small acorn, and unless it is surrounded by all the things it needs to grow will remain so,but with water and sun and soil it will emerge into a huge oak tree, The oak tree is already there. How about seeds in the forest wrapped so tightly that the only thing that allows them to emerge and grow into a beautiful plant or tree, is a forest fire. We consider that devastating and yet it is not intended to be, That fire releases that tree so we could behold it!!!
Many people create from the lower grids still today, not from a pure heart. Oh they "get many things and yet as you know studies have shown lottery winners often end up worse off than before,Why?? If you do not create from your heart, it was never really yours on another level. So many people are rich and miserable.
Stop struggling with the Law of Attraction and willing things into your life. Let go and learn to release the thoughts that bind you and naturally you and all the things you already are will emerge . Like Michelangelo said when he was done with his beloved "David" He was always in the block of stone, I just let him out!!!

Monday, November 19, 2012

"The Source is an Amazing Thing" "You are what you think most of the time" I am a firm believer in this quote.I was reminded this morning by a lovely women, that taking responsability for YOU is the start of any healing process. Until you come to a point in your life where validation from others is not needed, you will never progress. Life is a path of twists and turns, but if you truly love who you are at a core level you will move. Emotionally, physically and spiritually. Everyone has gifts to give and when you find yours..give them with all your heart. I have been doing some major soul searching for the past 4 weeks or so, asking what more I can do to help this world reach a state of "heaven" and I realized today, it is helping people everyday become what they came here to be. It isn't about you...Take your spiritual eyes and gaze upon the moment and remember "love" is the only connection we all have and if you aren't living in LOVE you are disconnected from the true Source of your being!! Think hard about this, and yes I am quoting from the Good Book..Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Is this you?? Does this describe your behavior?? Be honest with yourself. If you are not continually meditating on these virtues YOU ARE DISCONNECTED. If you can remember do give a "love act" can change the world!! STOP...but you must first love yourself. What does your "mind movie" play each day?? Thoughts of forgiveness for yourself or wild self demeaning pictures?? Time to change the software if the latter is true. "You are what you think most of the time" Change your thoughts and change your life. Oh,you say, that is a horrific task. Yes for some it is a long journey..and a hard one. Guess what? You never arrive..never. You must start somewhere and let that day be today. Love who you are, validate yourself with your HEART not your mind and take baby steps and pretty soon bigger steps will follow. ASK for help along the way. There are people that love you, even if you don't love yourself yet. You can find that place of peace, if you BELIEVE it exits, and it does believe me. A wonderful Angel came to me at just the right time in my life..this morning..which is always just the right time. Live moment to moment. Plant a mind seed and it will bloom into a wonderful flower... Love to you all

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

" A Friends Poem"

WOW, it has been a long time since I've sat down and put feelings to words. I think I will just leave you today with a poem written by my new friend Tracy Janzen. This poem gave me a feeling of release. There is in all of us, something or someone we want buried and gone...A truthful way of putting it Tracy!! I'm killing you softly, a little at a time. I'm watching you lifeless. Your death is mine. I'm covering your mouth. Silenced forever more. Watching you panic. As I enjoy this chore. I'm watching you coldly. My compassion is gone. I'm killing you softly, as I move on. Your words are beneath me. Meant to malign. Silenced forever, your death is mine. I'm disassembling you, a piece at a time. Burying the parts, that are stuck in my mind. I'm killing you softly, a little at a time. Moving on completely, is my only crime. Tracy!!

Sunday, February 26, 2012


Many of you know I have gone through a major transformation in my personal life in the last year or two. Part of that process was learning who and what I am, and changing spiritually. For many years, I was trapped in an overweight body, as well as an overweight mind. It was a terrible way to exist on this earth. The anxiety I felt was extremely overwhelming, and needless to say, I knew change had to be made, or I was going to die early.
I want to give my story to people, and let them know, why and how this transformation took place, so I can give back to this world, and help others stuggling today as I did so many years. I thought I was doomed to repeat the process of day to day living, scared of life and literally scared of ME. I have accomplished many goals recently, one of which was shedding over 100 pounds in less than a year, and learning, by research how to do this without gimmicks and drugs. I have nothing against weight loss methods,but for me they all failed miserably,as each one left out a major component...a heart change was needed as well. I ask each of you, if you are stuggling with weight loss to look at my facebook page. There are before and after pics. If you need help..I am in the process of writing my story and how I achieved my goals. I hope you can find some inspiration in what I went through..and know if I can do it, anyone can...Please watch for my story..